16 days after NewYear,

Last year today we were in JAPAN ready to be back home!

Year 2011, started with a BANG! having countdown in NYC,

and 3 weeks of tour between NYC and TOKYO. 

Had my first Xmas with him in 2011 as well.

Counted down in our room this year, to our 2 years anniversary.

Got proposed under a mistletoe, with a very cute blinking pooh ring! HAHA.

 MY FAVORITE PEOPLE OF 2011 & MANY MORE TO COME!

She's expecting again! Another god child for me:) 

* miss you, its been 6 almost 7 years*

   <3 My mummy and Love, thank you for being so 

understanding and always being there for me.

  Thank you grandpa for staying alive and always making me laugh whenever I see you :)

Thank you daddy for all that you have gave although you are quite a pain sometimes :p

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PEARL JIE, this year you are a NAUGHTY girl, but still I LOVE YOU.

and as promised I will always be here, and listen to whatever you need to pour out with.

Though you are stubborn at times, but I am glad most of the times, you heeded my advice.

I love you and may you be filled with love and happiness and no more worthless tears to be shed.

Thank You Twinnie, for always being there no matter where or when.

Even when we are like far away from each other, you being in UK and me here,

The difference of 7 hours, thank you for being the nicest sweetest and most patient

advisor,business partner and girlfriend. Cant wait for you to be back!

Finally Stephgf has a BOYFRIEND,though we met only three to four times in 2011.

But it was good enough for much catch up and much love to be shared.

To my dearest JOJO and JUJU, the true love , pure tender loving care of a friendship through these years, 

were given to me by you two, always looking out and encouraging and motivating me no matter what I do.

2011 we break record! we met 4 times instead of just 3, this year more okays!

Hugs my dearest workaholics.

*Newest addition to the favourite list*

LIM HAI PING!

Thank you babe for being so nice and patient with me,

helping me during my flea markets and accompanying me when I'm lonely.

:) thank you for intro-ing me jobs, and telling me alot of DA DAO LI, 

which I know but never fully experience and understand it. 

May we be working in the same office, since we are going to the same school

,continue to spend more time together and do well in your business interest!

and last but not least YOU! LIL BRAT! 

<3 thank you for showing me what is endless love,

and whats forgiveness and happiness is all about.

You have given me a much wider view of life.

Thank you and I love you always now and forever.

Always by your side.

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Went to BALI, got cheated at the airport, 

had a great Italian dinner, met great people. Fell sick too!

 

Resolution 2012: REALISTIC GOALS

• Getting my very first full time job
• Exercise Regularly
• Shower lots of love for my dearest Boy Boy
• Do more flea markets
• Spending more time with Mom :)
• Start another business by the end of the year
• Be a good girlfriend and girl-friend
• Planning our future and balloting for house
• 
  

Yours Truly,

Am just back from BKK,

had a great interview, hoping to get the job :)

much love!

missingpieces.

  What happened to the good o' days?

Unworthiness sets in leading to confusion and frustration

Ever notice how rejected I feel?

 The hopelessness  and the rejection, it hurts

Blow away the self esteem with the strong wind out there.

 I don’t know what to do about it anyway

I pretend I am alright, what can I do?

I don't  feel like moving forward anymore,

I feel like backing out slowly, run away 

to that corner where no one else will never 

see me ever again.

Relationships & Break-ups

 Recently two of my girlfriends broke up with their almost "the one" boyfriends.

2 years and 5 years respectively, both had different situations, different takes.

Yet both the girlfriends and the ex-boyfriends of theirs

were in your term "very nice person,lover and friend" and yet this happens.

Was it the wrong person at the wrong time? or the right person at the wrong time?

Both relationship parties has made their decisions, both affects my view on a lasting r/s

but still I hope they all make the right choices and move on with life.

What about mine? Dont worry, everything is good :)

Relationships, whether they last 2 years or a lifetime,are all opportunities to experience love on its many different levels. We learn the things we love about ourselves, the things we'd like to change, and the qualities and values we look for in a partner.Loving relationships teach us self-respect as well as respect for other, which is one of the most fulfilling things we can have in our lives.

However, all betrayal is ultimately self betrayal.

When we refuse to see certain aspects in another or in a situation,

it is the denial of that truth that betrays us. Dont start blaming the other partner when its your own fault.

Dont make yourself the victim when you are not.

   

 You need two people who treat each other with love,

affection, respect, and support, and have a commitment to each other.

3 most important qualities of a relationship but easier said, than done.

Attraction is the "chemistry" part of love.

 Closeness is the bond that develops when we share thoughts& feelings that we don't share with anyone else. 

Commitment is the promise or decision to stick by the other person through the ups and downs of the relationship

To me in a relationship, I feel  whats important is to give and take, share your feelings between each other and always be there to listen, support and care. These are the little things, that might not require too much of an effort but still many cant do it.

From my view, LOVE is very beautiful, to be in a relationship with someone you love makes the circle complete. I have never stop believing in love neither have I doubt it. Its not a job but yet a commitment.
So, if you cant commit, dont do it. Someone will  get hurt.


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To me, this is forever. Simple like that.

   

Christmas.
Gifts.
Wish Upon A Tree.

Have you started to get gifts?

This year will be my first Xmas with Bf,

though we been together almost 2 years now.

Where should we go?

Did you know that I only got to know him on Xmas Day 2009, itself?

Best Xmas Present :) Ever.

*Yums to the boy's lovely cooking skills.

Oh especially the home marinated garlic pork chop slices,

YOU WILL NEVER GET IT ANYWHERE! SUPER YUMS!

WE HAD THAT FOR LIKE 4 MEALS IN A ROW.

:) simple meal makes me feel loved just like that!

We went shopping at Centrepoint after visitng his mom at the hospital,

and we found out a secret *shhhh*  as much as I want to tell you,

I CANT, because the person who lose out will be ME!

tsk.

Bought this Foot Mask Gel Exfoilation TO REVEAL BABY SKIN!

which came in this very cute plastic wrappers and they provide you scotch tapes

 as you can see with the word "TAPE"

Its claimed to be No.1 in Japan, costing 29.90sgd

I was tempted and yet a lil heartache to spend on this.

I wanted to try this out first and see if it works bfore getting one for the boy to use it.

Its easy to use!

 First: Shower, wipe your feet dry, do not apply any moisturiser.

Second: Wear this pair of wrappers and tape it well to your feet!

Third: SOAK FOR 2 HOURS

( DO NOT ATTEMPT TO WALK, ITS TOO SLIPPERY!)

You will be tempted to take it off after an hour because 2 hours is toooooo long but NO DONT DO IT!!

Fourth: You cant wait to go to the toilet and wash it off with SOAP, dry it properly, if its looking a lil red dont worry! and shoo off you go to do whatever you need to do.

NOTE: Result is to appear 2 to 7 days later depending on individuals.

I will update the photos if they start peeling to reveal baby skin!

Do not apply any cream/ moisturisers during this period,

if your skin is too dry, just a lil moisture will do.

Emotions.

The emotion scars from all the hurt from the past,
seems to creep back at me since last night till now at the very least.

Its like half of me, feeling all the anger and revengeful
 and the other half is in fear of feeling the same pain.
Its funny how, it doesnt bother/affect me for a few years,
but yet when it happens, everything happened the week before.

Homecooked!

Bought from The Rail Mall Cold Storage!

Expensive but fresh!

We bought a striplon & tenderloin meat, marinated :) freshly at the available marinating station, so by the time we brought it home it's almost an hour of marination: ready to cook!!

Got corn bits and French garlic sausages which was awesomely yummmmy! Cooked pasta for the next day meal too!

Toasted Baby potatoes with herbs and olive oil *yums*

Julia dear's birthday

HAPPY 23rd JUJU :)

We went to Medz, a marche-like restaurant at orchard central to nomnomnom! We spent the longest time together today till both Jojo and I are zZz!

The crushed potatoe $3 with maincourse roasted chicken.

Tasted so good we ordered another serving of crushed potatoes!

Busy nom-ing dearest gfs of mine!

much love! I love how we take time off, take leaves just to meet up and be happy together!

22nd

Happy 22nd Anniversary, my boy.

Just what was I thinking ?

It rained huge yesterday, we went on the bike and it felt cold,
scary yet secretly shiok and fun
*eye stares from the bf, FUN?! he would ask me to be the one riding see fun not*


I want to travel more but yet tight with monetary factors* and wishhhhh-ed at times, I get to be more pampered by my parents to sponsor me to go.

BTW who says I wear black only, 2 years back I wear alot colors okay!

Dying wish (BUT bf say Im travelling too much):
and my heart went, what's this compared to last year ( batam/genting/bangkok/a week newyork) 
this year was just tokyo(sch) for 2 weeks/batam/bali (work -1.5 day)/bangkok (work -2 days), then this "HAHAHA " feeling came, almost the same la, just that this year I spent a lil on MBS stay on my bday but I SWEAR ITS TOTALLY WORTH IT!!! - FREE UPGRADE LEH.

1. Going to London in Dec and crash twinnie's place, have ultimate fun in winter and shop together :)
2. Hokkaido tour in Dec, with Ziyin,Jonard,April,Samuel,Sean,Yinxia and their siblings ( only 1 of them had to pay herself ... the rest parents' sponsored, obviously their parents were going together and I WISHED even if my mom -,- had to come, yes I WANT TO GO. but 2.7k - 1 week , no aint worth it. 

Germany Factory Outlet Store

btw, I have grown 15kg beyond this picture
( with ziyin, we hardly knew each other then, we have not even spoke yet, 

but both our moms made us take together)
because I have not met the BEST SUPPER CHEF, yet

seriously his fried rice and random recipes, totally yummilicious.

I think its genes,really, they all have recipes of their own.TSK.

Teehee, meeting Stephie this weekend for lunch, a super uber post celebration for my b'day as well. And Pearl this thursday, we used to meet alt days or weekends or sth! This year I saw her only once and thats pretty much Most OF MY GIRLFRIENDS, ONCE?! ARE YOU ALL THAT BUSY! OR AM I TOO SICKLY ?! The most I met was twinnie cos she was only back for 2 months, and we had work to do so yeah.

<3 Bf's birthday present came early ( finally arrived after months)
: Got him the Monster Beats Turbine Copper Earphones 

( marketrate about 600+, got it at a gd price hehehe or else I DIE ALSO WONT BUY,
 about half the rate? Dont worry not fake, and it was sealed tight and verified with warranty)

 and also his new razer keyboard.

I don't mind, since I only get him gifts once a year, which includes valentines',
 anniversaries (11 mini and 1 big a year) and birthday.

Okay,now I sound stingy! $#%@!!!

<3 new storybook

My new love scent

 Burberry's latest Body Perfume

5/5

*one of my best buys yet*

Bali trip :)

Flying off tomorrow 635pm flight!
Be back on Wednesday evening!

Seeyouallrealsoon!

Here is a picture of the unicorn B got for me from japan!!